What Truth Beyond Awareness?

Analogous to the current curriculum of informationthe understanding and the beautiful abstractness of it is
gathering in the paranormal is the concept of beatingfar more meaningful than any event were it outside of
one's head against the proverbial brick wall it seems.oneself as a separate thing as clunky as that. To see
Year in and year out, the investigatively faithful pursueit as an external causality cheapens the experience
their craft by all means of traditional manner only toperhaps. So what? A craft whizzes all the way over
produce literary articulation yielding no gained ground.from Betelgeuse 5 and parks on your front lawn.
I'm not necessarily speaking of physical evidenceOnce you "know" that the thing is from Betelgeuse 5
either. What about emotional evidences? What aboutand that it flies and that it lands, wherein lies the
the more sanctimoniously pithy and philosophicalmystery and awe in that? Now you as well can fly to
evidences with their plethora of profundities and deepBetelgeuse until the honeymoon is over and next its to
scope of impacting and sumptuous spiritual poignance?the Horsehead Nebula for fleeting satisfaction where
An internal conundrum can almost never be resolvednone shall be found like any other perceived
by any external source. It was witnessed within. It wasdestination. Hawaiians too, tire of azure seas to trade
felt within. It resonated within; proof positive that it wasin for a while the opportunity for cooler climes and
observed. To the Witness it was real as from thelarger terrains.
Witness the modifiable reality emanated. Are these notWe are about the journey. To understand a thing is to
evidences of significance? You say, "Subjective". I say,end a thing where there can be no end. Go ahead.
"But of course!"Understand a thing. All goes on in your stead! Your
The trap of the thing or phenomenon is not in it'sbelief is the perceived end. Your belief is molding the
intimate and personal subjectivity which was obviouslymalleable. Such is existence.
for you, by you and of you. No. The ensnarement is inThe never ending machinations extending from one's
its full confusion brought about by the ego's need formind are the unknowable. They are mysterious to the
confirmation and affirmation and so thereby what wasego but not to one's Self. They are the Self. They are
a subjective and full event is now broken because onecreative emanations of uninhibited splendor loosed by
is forced to speak objectively to a perceived other sonothing more than the unwanton ability to consciously
as to convey, try as one might, the nuances andcreate. The rub of it, the mystery presented by it, is
subtleties that are all but pithy fluff to the nonnothing more perhaps than the subconscious
experiencer of said event.quandry-driven "Other Than" perception, I should think.
Pray tell what subtlety? What nuance? That in allDo not know the thing. What's to know? You ARE
probability the witnessed event was more a play ofTHAT. Can you know your SELF? Do not name the
feelings, emotions and colorful wordless discriptors thatthing. What is there to name? Can you name your
ran unabated throughout your psyche while aSELF?
paranormal event manifested in the observableThe very act of wanting to know a thing is the very
without. That nuance. That subtlety. Translating thatact driving it from your realization. The unknowable will
accurately and effectively to someone who did notnot be known. See a ghost? There YOU ARE!
observe and feel the thing themselves is a borderlineObserve a craft? My, how YOU fly!
act of futility perhaps.If per chance we begin to look at emotions and
I really think that paranormal events, as they arefeelings as another type of sight, perhaps then the
observed, are really meant for the experience of thestuff we have trapped into the confines of space and
observer and nothing else. I really think that the sametime will finally be set free in a broader spectrum of
said events are also curtailed intricately for thenot only thoughtful effluence but emotional depth. Eros
observer because the observer curtailed them.and Agape. The Observer and The Created
Intricately. Beautifully. Hideously. Wonderfully diabolicalembraced and intertwined in eternal copulative dance.
and pervasively all encompassing to the fullest extentThe Mind and The Heart married always and already.
of the emotional range.One sees and so therefore One feels...
If what I say here has any bearing at all, the implication,I beseech nothing so as to bequeath it all.