| What is today's offering going to be? Maybe beliefs. | | | | energies. They were balanced throughout my body |
| My beliefs? What does this really mean when I say or | | | | filling all the areas that were available. I could feel my |
| write it? Does it bring about an awareness of them, | | | | whole body and mind filling with this powerful, powerful |
| where they came from and where they are taking | | | | energy. |
| me? | | | | But, no words came yet. I can see why. I remained in |
| To begin with, when I first look at my beliefs, I realize | | | | this state for another four days, just resting and |
| that none of them are mine to begin with; they belong | | | | observing. |
| to others that have instilled them in me, from | | | | Finally, slowly, the words began to form in my brain |
| themselves, during my lifetime. | | | | again and I could put sentences together. |
| Then what are my beliefs? | | | | I have never in my life felt such a strange feeling as |
| How do I change them? | | | | having no mind as we know it. |
| That leaves me in a pretty phenomenal spot of having | | | | I was totally out of control of my body. It was |
| nothing to hang onto, support me or believe in. | | | | phenomenal. There are no words to describe what |
| Scary stuff. | | | | one feels when this happens. Must be what a |
| Maybe for those that are not aware of what their | | | | newborn feels like at birth. I knew nothing. |
| beliefs are or where they came from. I have been | | | | Blankness became thankfulness as I discovered the |
| paying attention to my beliefs now for some time and | | | | new things that were now in my life. I was living in a |
| know that I have been giving them away as they | | | | constant light and every time I would think something I |
| seem to arise for me. I need to have my beliefs not | | | | would get it. There was no more negative, no more |
| someone else's. | | | | judgement, no ego, no vanity, no more old beliefs to call |
| I need to be me. | | | | on, no others to support me, no more anything that I |
| Okay so I am sitting in this void with all my past beliefs | | | | may have had before this episode. |
| given away, now what do I do? | | | | I only had this powerful light in and around me. |
| When I first discovered this void it was really eerie to | | | | My next thought was, now what do I do with this. I |
| me, not scary. Her it is how it took place for me. | | | | don't even know if I can go back to my old work. How |
| I began to run a fever as the Universe was pumping | | | | do I go about my life with this new manner? There is |
| energy into me and insisting that I stop what I was | | | | nothing left of the old and now I must create with the |
| doing and allow the body to manifest it. I guess I was | | | | new |
| too busy to do this, so I was made to do it by inducing | | | | Then joy began to set into my body bringing me to the |
| a fever into me. This burn was to eliminate the old | | | | realization that I can now live each day entirely as I |
| patterns and to integrate the new by making space | | | | choose to and the only people I need to service are I |
| for it. | | | | AND GOD. |
| I surrendered to this process by going to bed for four | | | | I AM NOW LIVING IN NOW! I have no concern for the |
| days and just resting and fasting on nothing but water | | | | past or the future. All is NOW! |
| until it was over with. | | | | This new bit of knowledge certainly made me rethink |
| As I approached my bed I was given a vision of a | | | | & redo what I was doing at the moment. I now |
| very large black wolf walking into a cave and laying | | | | needed to serve everyone I worked with in light, love |
| down facing the doorway. He licked the top of his legs | | | | and compassion. I only need to do the very best I can |
| a few time, put his head down on them and went to | | | | to teach them what they need to know in order to |
| sleep. | | | | help themselves to evolve. |
| I did the same. I went to sleep. In four days, all was | | | | This purging took place in 2008, the year of cleansing |
| well, or so I thought, feeling better. No More fever. | | | | and rebuilding. I do believe (my own belief) that |
| As I crept out of my bedroom cave to look at the | | | | observing the process of this event that the condition |
| world again, something had happened to me. | | | | my body was in from living the live foods lifestyle was |
| My mind was totally blank! | | | | a great factor in it happening. |
| There was nothing there. I could not think. I couldn't | | | | My body was clean of toxins, very light in character |
| even put sentences together because there were no | | | | and my vibrations were high enough that I plugged into |
| words to use in my brain. | | | | the cleansing of all beliefs and received renewed |
| Scary, maybe, but I did not allow myself to go there, as | | | | energy in their place. |
| I was so curious about what may have happened. I | | | | The Universe gave me new life and love. What a |
| sensed that this was a purging of all of the old and | | | | great week that was. Thank you Universe. |
| God would do nothing to harm me, just assist me in | | | | Thank you wolf for watching over me during this |
| whatever needed to be done. Knowing this I watched | | | | eventful time. |
| as my mind and body began to take in the new | | | | |